The Offensive and me? Oh please!

To be honest I feel like I'm missing out. I know that the Lord has his reason's for allowing everything that he has (and I'm very limited as far as options goes) but I wish I could do more and I wish I could see my life 5 years down the road and know whether I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing (or about to do) I just don't feel like I'm doing much as far as the "Offensive" goes....

I'm sure everyone has their own "woes" so I'll end here...

I have to vent otherwise I'll explode and you no likeys me explodings....

(All in good time. All in good time)