Update and nonsense...

To all those wondering: Yes, we are alive! I wouldn't say thriving as I've been so wiped out these past days, weeks actually. I long for the days when I could go "non-stop"....(sigh) Some day, some day.... my strength will return. (Hopefully) Well, like I said before, I'm up for the challenge of motherhood! Bring it on I say! I tend to worry at times and lord, how I analyze, but now I try to look at everything that may seem "difficult" as a challenge and that really helps me. Well, I have around 3 1/2 months until this blueberry muffin pops out of the oven so I HAVE to be up for the challenge...heeeeee :D For all those who say that they wish they could be with me during this time..... Riiiiiiiight! You should take you not being here as a definite sign that there is a God and the he loves you! I have a hard time living with myself at this point. I don't know how Sam does it....Cheers babe! Still don't know the sex of the babe within but I'll be sure to let you know as soon as I find out. He/she may be a Sag or Cap... I'll be happy with either...My dad was a Sag so I guess I'm leaning more towards that! Hmmmm....what else, what else???

• Got a car


• Brother Martyn will be visiting


• Sam likes white girls with dark hair


• May visit my relatives on the East coast


• Judah pooped on my toe the other day....


• been doing a lot of swimming


• it's been far too hot for this snow lover


• waiting for Sam to Marry me......

Sam says we should get married a day after his birthday.

Reason: so he won't forget the anniversary.

Ha! My sweet red headed leo!
Hey! I just had a grand idea but.....I forgot! :P

Shush...I know I have issues...just don't have anything profound to say so I'm saying everything in hopes that I'll say something of interest....(snicker) Love and prayers to all!