We are a family

Thursday, August 31, 2006

Leave no room for regrets...




So many regrets I'll never forget
That time has come and gone
3 days till your death and I stood in silence
with out telling you just how much you were loved

17 and so proud I didn't allow
to say what you deserved to hear
"I love you dad" I should’ve said
But those words never found your ear

I withheld from fear and hid my tears
So sad to see you leave
didn't know that time would be the last that I'd
an embrace from you receive

21 in 3 days and still the same
missing you like never before
I remember that day you walked away
and I stood soundless staring out the door


So many regrets I’ll never forget
That time has come and gone
Never to a friend, will I remain in silence
Not telling them how much they are loved.

Stephanie Radlein


6 Comments:

Blogger crazynik said...

Beautiful
Thank you for sharing it with us
And I want to tell you now how much you are so very loved.
God forbid I ever regret not telling you enough

10:39 PM

 
Blogger Kelsey Noble said...

I love you, Stephanie! That was really pritty!

6:52 PM

 
Blogger MarieAnne said...

That was beautiful Steph, so sweet!

8:10 PM

 
Blogger angie said...

aw that makes me cry. i LOVE you stefy!!!! always always always!

8:14 PM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Wow, that was amazing Steph, absolutely beautiful. Oh and may I be the first to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! It's 12:30pm September 3rd and I hope I am the first to wish a wonderful year ahead to a wonderful, person, mother and friend. You are amazing Steph and I am blessed to know you. Sorry we can't be there for your birthday but know that you are loved and are in our thoughts and prayers. XXX --- Lani

P.S. We're expecting you to take a rain check on our outing with you ;) ...

12:38 AM

 
Blogger Kim said...

I had a similar experience Steph. My Dad died a month before I found out. I didn't get to say "goodbye" or "I love you Dad" one last time before he died. I think it was the saddest experience of my life. I can identify with your poem very much. I know he forgives me & doesn't hold it against me now that he's in Heaven. I just will never forgive myself, only learn & pray that that doesn't ever happen again.

3:12 PM

 

Post a Comment

<< Home