Yes, it has finally sunk in!
Judah is my calling right now! I know that some might think me strange for just having said this now....but..hmmm? What to say, what to say?
I've been putting him on the back burner trying to Prove to others that I am not an invalid and that I can still do everything that I was doing before. "WRONG Stephanie!" I heard a voice say to me..." Judah is your Job!" I seriously never really thought about that before. I guess it's because I'm one for seeing quick results and I have to keep myself active and I feel lazy if I'm not doing any thing that's not making me stressed out or in need of a vacation...
I'm called to be a mother and HE is my work for the Lord right now and I shouldn't try to prove that I can still do other ministries. He changed my life so why should I try to go back to the way things were before. ?I hope that this is making sense.
Hmmmmm...I should probably end it here.
Sam don't kill me...I love our little Judah. :)